=)

那天

第一次

我梦见了她

头发长了，也烫直了

穿着很美很美的蓝色裙子在跳舞

虽然她喜欢的是黄色 哈哈

我看到了她脸上的笑容

你好吗？

我们都很好

都正式就职了

常常在想

假如。。 你有在。。你还在。。

我们都很很很想你

长大

也没有什么大不了

只是不想再多说了

也在学着不去想

不去在意

我想，

假如你问我

现在的我快乐吗？

我也不知道该怎么回答

想念以前的自己

那个曾经有自信的自己

原来。。

“长大“ 这两个字眼， 是如何的沉重

一点点的一点点

假如

每个人都有多

一点点的耐心

一点点的体谅

一点点的包容

一点点的微笑

一点点的礼貌

一点点的礼让

一点点的赞美

一点点的EQ

那么这些一点点加起来，就不只是这么一点点了

那么，世界也会更美好
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别拿着你的名牌包包粗声粗气的问我要等多久

别指着我的鼻子说我欺负你不认识字

我们都在尽力的帮着你们

默默的帮着你们

毕竟有的时候，

是谁在欺负谁呢？

哈哈

我不怪你们

只希望，

你们能有那么的一点点的一点点

一点点，一点点

世界会有多美好 =）

那就这样吧

那就这样吧

还能怎样呢？

最可怕是 爱需要及时

只差一秒 心声都已变历史

多少抱憾 多少过路人

太懂估计 却不懂爱锡自身

我很好

我很好

别担心 =）

阳光。沙滩。海浪。幸福

=)

HAPPIFIED!!

常常提醒自己，快乐可以很简单

简单也可以很快乐

=)

HAPPIFIED!!

=(

i never know that it would be THIS tough..

3 months is over.. 6 more months..

barely surviving..

self-esteem is dropping as days go by

sometimes.. i wish i could sleep for forever

28th, had a rush dinner and he's off again

spending the night alone.. i am not surprised

why do this to me if you are still calling me baby?

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明天，爱谁？

越来越觉自己太高估了自己

这样的日子还要过多久？

是不是应该降低自我的要求？

这样，也许会过的快乐些

可别人对你的要求，

你要怎么看待和衡量呢？

明明是该懂的怎么会忘得一干二净?

良知告诉我要坚持下去

心里的那把声音告诉我去追寻另一个梦想

这样没有自信，没有娱乐的生活，

还要过多久？

明天的明天的明天

良知，心里。。

我该爱谁？

哈哈

只要这样

静静的读书

听着音乐

做些家务

就很开心了 =）

My everything

My everything and

The reason that keeps me moving on =)

生活

生活是如此的忙碌

上班的途上看着生活而打平拼的人们

为了栖身之处和三餐而工作到深夜的人们

不禁佩服起他们的坚强及毅力

是为了passionate还是所追求的名利呢？

看着认真打扫有亲切的阿婶

为了糊口认真打拼的外劳

心里为他们打起了满分

工作还好。。如预期般忙碌

一切也还在适应中

七月一号的约定

你们还好吗？

今天去了宜家

为另外间店面选些家具

看着他认真思考的样子

让我在心里也为他打起了满分

当然，也比谁都希望一切都会照着计划进行

也谢谢你的计划里有我 =）

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桦珍就快来新加玻了

很想见她

好多话要说

你不懂

这种感觉

你是永远永远不会懂的

就像这篇post

你永远也不会懂

Perhaps Love is like the Ocean

Full of conflicts, full of pain

Like a fire when it's cold outside;

but thunder when it rains

Harpieeeeeeeee

Hahahahahahaha i can't stop laughing!! Didn't know that the kayu chang will hap chou minum cuka!! lolz i don't know why.. it's just.. you feel happy when the bf gets hap chou right? haha

kayu chang has been asking for my shoes size, pants size bla bla.. i am wondering what would he gets for me from states *ngek ngek ngek*

application of employment pass got delayed again :s, might not be able to start working on the 16th of June, gotta see how it goes

big project still in planning stage, will be meeting the principal once i got back to spore on next monday, hope things will work out, gonna do all out to make sure things woek!! A promise that i had made to the 5 years old boy, " Jie jie is coming back, and i am gonna stay for this time round =)"

and and, i miss my girl friends!!! How are you all? Let's have a drinking and pillow talk session again!! *heee hee hee*

Mum bought me two tops!! one casual baby-T with my favourite purple color and rainbow printing, another top for my working clothing, thank-yew mummy!! and and we are going to have a surprise BBQ party on this Friday night to celebrate father's day! Dad was a bit jealous when i told him during mother's day celebration; that i am not gonna be at home during father's day hence no celebration for him haha!! A surprise celebration for you on this coming friday okay? don't jealous la, we love you!!

Ohh ya, i have been learning baking and cooking from mummy, will upload the pictures soon!! I feel so so blessed =)

It is, isn't?

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
it was so long ago but its all coming back yo me now
baby, baby, baby
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

Urgh

Stupiak MCP!!! *bleah* You better come back with one big luggage of presents, else i will throw rocks at you!!! and, stop calling me AH PUI (Fatty), that was baby fat!!!

I never really like..

I am holding on to the promises that i have made and waiting patiently

and i do hope that you will keep the promises that you have made

I never really like "waiting" without able to see whats ahead of me

Shall start my baking class tomorrow and stop emo-ing