What can i do?

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my long awaited phuket is on this thursday.. yet.. i'm not excited about it at all.. ya not at all.. =.= i don't know why and i'm wondering why -_________-

have been emotion-less since i'm back from taiping.... retail therapy doesn't work at all though i bought 5 tops within 2 hours and had my favourite KFC during tea time..

and yea.. i has been very quiet.. according to him. .

it's a strunggle within myself.. it would take quite some time to sort things out.. i hope.. i will be able to sort things out. the feelign is weird.. or may be i should not have told him about another him at all.. i shouldn't have done it.. but what is done is being done.. i do understand that he's strunggling at the same time.. as a gf, i tried my best to cheer him up and sweet offer for him.. and hopefully by doing these would cheer him up.. but.. i'm rejected again.. as usual..

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take A
nd I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting, No more aching No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

been listening to this song repeatedly.. ya.. what can i do to make you accept my sweet offers?