雨夜。平静。幸福。

雨夜

我的心有好久没那么平静过了=）

喝着店里的darjeeling tea，让darling我烦躁的心情也慢慢沉淀下来

明天，dispensing test.. and i am numb.. just gotta make sure i won't be a kancheong spider anymore

后天，贞美的生日，好久没和她们聚一聚了，真期待！！

后后天，很多很多的挑战要面对。。和约和一些“政治”issues. I hate bureaucracy.会正面的去面对，因为有很多朋友及顾客的支持=)

之前的entries都很灰，现在都想通了。。不会把那些entries都删除。。毕竟它记录了我成长的点点滴滴

雨夜。平静。幸福。。因为我知道明天的我会比今天活得更勇敢和用心

挥别过去

这两个星期，感慨万千。。感触也良多。。

有些人。。怎么样也沟通不来。。有些人。。怎么样你也弄不明白。。有些人。。你看了也不想多说一句
有些人。。你看也不像再看到她。。

有些事情。。控制不了。。阻止不了。。纵使它把你压得喘不过气，你也只能默默的接受。。我身上套上了一层枷锁。。讨厌人们爱莫能助的表情。。讨厌一些琐碎的东西

我站在这个交叉点，唯有挥别过去。。沉醉于过往。。只会带来更多的感慨。。毕竟已是不同世界的人。。祝你们幸福。平安。快乐

窒息。疯。死。

一种快要窒息

凭临崩溃

发疯的感觉

我想。。 我快死了

i wish

I wish

1) to go back home

2) to be able to concentrate on my study

3) the bf would take a break from work and go dating with me

4) i could turn back the clock.. and back to my simple life

It has been too overwhelming.. and i do not feel good.. yet it is a point of no return.. there is a limit for everything... tears no more..please..

Listen to my prayer

Lord, listen to my prayer

Bless him with good health, happiness, and all the good things that he deserves

and i know.. i am crazily in love

life has been busy and crazy at the same time

God, bless us with strength to walk through all these =)

加油

today's dispensing test was TERRIBLE... i could not finish it on time.. and suspension was like.. i added in suspending agent which is not necessary at all..and i did not fill in the counselling form...owh well.. lots of interventions were done on the first two prescriptions.. and i realized i did a lot of careless mistakes after the test.. this is no good.. my invigilator has helped me by a lot.. she even offered comfort and advice to me after knowing i could not finish it on time.. *sobs* thank you Wai Peng Jie Jie.
and when the clock strikes 5, one of the lecturer was pushing the cart away (where we will be submiting our counselling sheets and extemporaneous preparation), me and my coursemates were basically chasing after the cart to pass up our work!! and another lecturer was taking picture of us chasing after the cart!! hahaha
and when i was super depressed.. my cutest friend wan xia, stood beside me and said "i come here to pick you home" *sobs* again.. thank you wan xia, you would not know that how much it has meant for me... and it soothen my depressed mood =) and you have been a great project group mate!!
这次的考试，让我感觉到了无助。。渺小。。 和自己的incompetence..哪又有什么办法？ 唯有吸取经验。。期望下次不会那么糟糕啦
i shall go back to my medication use evualation project >.<

*keep fingers crossed*

Dispensing test is Depressing

Justin Timberlake - Sexyback lyrics

Owh.. as the tittle says..

this song cheers me up.. theme song of PGPR Peagant organized by Mr. Chang :p

Mundane

My fav herbal grilled chicken breast *slurp*


330am - Bed

730am - Out of bed and preparing for interview session at later

9am - interview with Drug Information pharmacist at NUH

10am - my only proper meal of today

1030am - rushing project

1200pm- "hammering" ceremony at Mr. Chang's cafe

2pm- Research methodoly lecture

4pm - Tutorial

6pm - Went to Office of Student Affair to sign some documents. i was wearing super high heels.. walking from central to YIH =.=

630pm - networking night with respresentatives from drug companies.. hungry.. tired.. yet, the "professional smile" was still on my face throughout the whole session. the session was.. not so good.. and not so bad at the same time haha.. it strengthen my determination of working at hospital after graduation. being involved in clinical trial phase is interesting.. but based on current singapore context.. not so soon though haha

8pm- waiting for bus to go back hostel

830pm- rushing project which due on tomorrow

1230pm - finalized the project.. and here am i typing this entry...

more to come.. this is going to be a hectic week for me.. as cafe opening soon.. and i have a dispensing test on wednesday.. and important interview on tomorrow =.=

keep it up khimpy!! *bites nails* *Pouts* and i am HUNGRY

khimpy doesn't like being accused.. especially by someone who means a lot to her... the heart is broken once again... after trying so hard to understand and being there for him...

the shattered heart...and enough of tears..

i am not happy

untittled

I am just plane lazy and refuse to sit down properly to study

The fact that the menstrual pain irritates me a lot!! and i am craving for seafood!!!

ya, random.. and i think my brain is blocked.. the whitening mask (which doesn't work .. i think) has been on my face for 30 minutes.. and i forgot to wash it away.. =.= it's time to do so!!

Chaoz and good luck for ya CAs