我很好

我很好

别担心 =）

阳光。沙滩。海浪。幸福

=)

HAPPIFIED!!

常常提醒自己，快乐可以很简单

简单也可以很快乐

=)

HAPPIFIED!!

=(

i never know that it would be THIS tough..

3 months is over.. 6 more months..

barely surviving..

self-esteem is dropping as days go by

sometimes.. i wish i could sleep for forever

28th, had a rush dinner and he's off again

spending the night alone.. i am not surprised

why do this to me if you are still calling me baby?

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me blogging from mr.chang iphone ha ha it tp
Took me freaking ten minutes to sign in and write down this sentence. Bah... Not because of the connection but my cacat typing skill. Getting mine during september. Yeah ! Supper time chaos

明天，爱谁？

越来越觉自己太高估了自己

这样的日子还要过多久？

是不是应该降低自我的要求？

这样，也许会过的快乐些

可别人对你的要求，

你要怎么看待和衡量呢？

明明是该懂的怎么会忘得一干二净?

良知告诉我要坚持下去

心里的那把声音告诉我去追寻另一个梦想

这样没有自信，没有娱乐的生活，

还要过多久？

明天的明天的明天

良知，心里。。

我该爱谁？

哈哈

只要这样

静静的读书

听着音乐

做些家务

就很开心了 =）

My everything

My everything and

The reason that keeps me moving on =)

生活

生活是如此的忙碌

上班的途上看着生活而打平拼的人们

为了栖身之处和三餐而工作到深夜的人们

不禁佩服起他们的坚强及毅力

是为了passionate还是所追求的名利呢？

看着认真打扫有亲切的阿婶

为了糊口认真打拼的外劳

心里为他们打起了满分

工作还好。。如预期般忙碌

一切也还在适应中

七月一号的约定

你们还好吗？

今天去了宜家

为另外间店面选些家具

看着他认真思考的样子

让我在心里也为他打起了满分

当然，也比谁都希望一切都会照着计划进行

也谢谢你的计划里有我 =）

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桦珍就快来新加玻了

很想见她

好多话要说

你不懂

这种感觉

你是永远永远不会懂的

就像这篇post

你永远也不会懂

Perhaps Love is like the Ocean

Full of conflicts, full of pain

Like a fire when it's cold outside;

but thunder when it rains

Harpieeeeeeeee

Hahahahahahaha i can't stop laughing!! Didn't know that the kayu chang will hap chou minum cuka!! lolz i don't know why.. it's just.. you feel happy when the bf gets hap chou right? haha

kayu chang has been asking for my shoes size, pants size bla bla.. i am wondering what would he gets for me from states *ngek ngek ngek*

application of employment pass got delayed again :s, might not be able to start working on the 16th of June, gotta see how it goes

big project still in planning stage, will be meeting the principal once i got back to spore on next monday, hope things will work out, gonna do all out to make sure things woek!! A promise that i had made to the 5 years old boy, " Jie jie is coming back, and i am gonna stay for this time round =)"

and and, i miss my girl friends!!! How are you all? Let's have a drinking and pillow talk session again!! *heee hee hee*

Mum bought me two tops!! one casual baby-T with my favourite purple color and rainbow printing, another top for my working clothing, thank-yew mummy!! and and we are going to have a surprise BBQ party on this Friday night to celebrate father's day! Dad was a bit jealous when i told him during mother's day celebration; that i am not gonna be at home during father's day hence no celebration for him haha!! A surprise celebration for you on this coming friday okay? don't jealous la, we love you!!

Ohh ya, i have been learning baking and cooking from mummy, will upload the pictures soon!! I feel so so blessed =)

It is, isn't?

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
it was so long ago but its all coming back yo me now
baby, baby, baby
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

Urgh

Stupiak MCP!!! *bleah* You better come back with one big luggage of presents, else i will throw rocks at you!!! and, stop calling me AH PUI (Fatty), that was baby fat!!!

I never really like..

I am holding on to the promises that i have made and waiting patiently

and i do hope that you will keep the promises that you have made

I never really like "waiting" without able to see whats ahead of me

Shall start my baking class tomorrow and stop emo-ing

Your heart will lead you home~

Been listening to this song =)

Sunny day at Singapore.. lazying around and not productive at all haha

Started to pack all my stuffs and shifting to bt timah house tonight. Heavy stuffs go first as Mr. Chang is flying off to US Thursday morning.. currently still staying at hostel until 15th of June due to some residence commitments :p

Once a bimbo always a bimbo though i have been well trained by Mr. Chang to spend wisely hehe why do i say so, just look at my barang-barang and you'll know, my landlord is gonna pengsan once she sees the stuffs that i am shifting over tonight

- 3 BIG boxes of textbooks and notes ( 4 years of pharmacy education >.< GREAT)

- One big shelf of notes( been struggling to throw my notes away.. okies, the angels won, hence this one big shelf of notes in 12 Ikea files)

- 1 big luggage of clothes( 12 dresses, 20 tops, 4 short skirts, 5 shorts, 10 t-shirts 3 pairs of jeans, and underwears *blush*, 6 belts, loads of chap-pa-lang accessories which i seldom wear )

- 16 pairs of shoes

- 5 handbags

- One big basket of baking utensils

- My 70 dollar canon printer which has served me well for this 4 years

- My slow cooker

- One small box of clothes hanger, Yoga map, and chap-pa lang again

That's all, not too much right, right?

Mr. Chang is flying off to States thursday morning, *waves bye bye with teary eyes*, been pestering him to bring one empty luggage to put my presents that he buys from staes hehe

Ah miao thundercat and Bird are at US, CM KY WX and WY just got back from Korea, Chin is at home.. I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS la...

Anyways, that does not mean that i am gonna rot at spore and home, i have got a big project to carry out. Things are still at preliminary stage, will blog more about it when things are confirmed. A project that i have wanted to carry out long time ago, with the support from Mr. Chang and my girl friends, and some other friends =)

When friends are bf are away, it is time for me to do some self-reflection on 1st half of year 2008, some soul searching, do some reading, learn cooking and baking fro mummy, spend some real good quality time with family, which i would not be able to do so after start working =)

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your family
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
Where you belong
I know your heart will lead you home

I AM DONE!!

I AM DONE I AM DONE I AM DONE I AM DONE WITH MY FOURS YEARS OF PHARMACY DEGREE EDUCATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, please congratulate me!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Super duper high though the paper was screwed up, heck care!! :p

Going to 404 joining the girls for party, after that catching a late night movie with Mr. Chang!!

Decided to blog a bit while waiting for him discussing his business over the phone

Going back home this weekend to celebrate mother's day, Mr. Chang will be coming over to Taiping too. haha mum and dad miss him a lot!! *hmmph!! Jealous* :p

Okies, employment pass issue settled, will only start working on the 16th of june. Yeah Yeah, enthu pre-reg pharmacist on the board soon!! Will do my best in every sing thing to help my patients

Okok, Mr. Chang is back

Going to bathe, change to my new dress and out for party!!!

*swinging away*

=)

I can't help it

and i am SUPER HAPPIFIED now!!!

Was craving for stingray and chicken wings.. sent a manja sms to Mr. Chang and after he settled his cafe work, he popped into my room and we are off to clementi for grilled stingray and chicken wings!!! Yeah!! Mr. Chang is the best, my superman!! Ya.. I am becoming a spoiled brat :p

Thank goodness that my stomach is feeling okay now, did i mention that i vomited like hell on yesterday midnight? was suppose to have my pharmacotherapy test on today 9am, so the slacker me planned to burn midnight oil and staying up to mug.. last minute work =.= Ate cup noodles around 12am to keep myself awake, Mr.Chang brought my favorite cafe mocha and sour cherry cheese cake over and i happily gobbled everything!! Tragedy happened at midnight 1am plus.. i was basically vomited my stomach out!! every single things that i ate "regurgitated" out.. super gross!! Vomited for three times.. Mr. Chang collected 3 big bags of the super disgusting *ah hem*.. felt super dizzy after vomiting.. went to sleep though i still have few more topics that i haven't revised.. woke up at 7am, scanning through the notes and attended the paper at 9am. =.= Damn.. i don't know what's gonna happen to the paper..

Moral of the story: Glutton no more

And i went to eat grilled stingray and chicken wings straight after my stomach feels a bit better BAH!! Appparently, i did not learn a lesson from this incident..

haha, anyways i am super happified now!!

Going off to shower and have a good night rest. Chaoz!!

I see Rainbow

I see the rainbow

It was not after the rain

It was not after the thunder nor lighting

And I see the Rainbow

Rings of rainbow surrounded me

On the floor that i stepped on

On the walkway

On the canteen chairs and tables!!

I see the rainbow and I pray

Pray for the best

and pray for you, my friend

Miracle does happen and remember to Hang on there

Because i see the rainbow

I know that it is a hint

hinting us, that miracle is happening!!

=)

*hugz* and *kisses* from me

Hearty Buffalo Wings

I am having this pre-exam-yet-more-posts syndrome haha

First paper on tomorrow: Natural product

Preparation Status: 60%

Confidence Level: Ahh crap!! I just want a B from this module :p

Hearty Buffalo Wings prepared by Mr. Chang, a surprise for him as yesterday was our 43 months anniversary haha


Thank you, it was really really good!!

Shall make up for you once i am done with all my papers

Going back to my terpenoidal rings steroidal rings.. ring ring ring ZzzZZzzzzZZzzzzzz

3 years 7 months and counting

What more could i say to you, Mr. Chang? <3

43 months and holding strong

Your patience and love without any reservation

Thank you =)

Ohh ya, our dream to be achieved by your 28 years old birthday

I'm all in to support you

Happy planning your business, "one-wind-smooth-sailing" with your business plan, earn more money and *ah-hem*, remember my bag :p

MUAHAHAHAHAH , you are trapped!! Goods sold are not refundable nor returnable lol

Ps: I Love You

Ahh.....

yes, i am suppose to mug at this time.. managed to steal some time from my study schedule and accidentally bumped into this coach website (intended pun :p)

They have new designs coming out.. loverly.. haha bimbotic me has even come out with occasions where i can carry the bag bag~



When going out for dinner...


This one for working



During the weekend..


When i have kids

Argh.... *slap myself, bang head to the wall*

time to clean my room and continue mugging

Singing" Ahhh... i am a Cinderella.. one day, a prince shall ride his white horse and come to me~ Shower me with his love and all the bags that i want~ "

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Announcement

haha, nothing serious though. I have canceled my friendster account, find it boring and stupid :p

Friends, add me at facebook "Khimpy Tan", Singapore NUS network

A moment like this

Quote from Mr. Chang" Life is just like your own story book, keep writing and don't keep flipping to the front pages. Live it and write your own story book"

Ya, how true..Live it Love it, and that shall be the way =)

* I may be dreaming, but till i am awake, can we make this dream last forever? and i will cherish all the love we share *

I dream that Mr.Chang bought a huge mansion (more like a castle), with 2 LCD TVs in the super caggih kitchen somemore.. the big garden facing the kitchen and his own office in the castle.. and we live happily in the castle :p

It was so sweet and real.. Let us pray hard and work harder towards our dreams =)

Thanks for everything

PS: I love you

Claire dual action menstrual patch!!

无题

好想看场感动的爱情片

然后好好的大哭一场

醒完鼻滴后

带着暖暖的感动

心酸的浪漫

来不及珍惜的遗憾

好好的睡一觉
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生活，很好

只是，

我也好想他

在某个地方
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友人说，这个世界没有公主

我说，等待着王子来赎救的公主已不能在这世上生存

唯有自己坚强勇敢

作个值得王子赎救的公主

才得以与王子幸福快乐的生活下去
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勇敢，乐观，善良

心存善念

你我都是公主

嘉盈公主 =）

我们都还在学习着~ Princess in training


Graphics for Princess Diva Comments

Happy Birthday, Mr. Chang

Happy Birthday, Mr. Chang!!

Stay happy as you have always been

Love you as i have always been =)

Thumbelina~

Series of Thumbelina!! Can't believe that i found this!! http://hca.heindorffhus.dk/frame-Andersen02-Thumbelina.htm


Have always been a big fan of Andersen since i was young!!! There are a lot of other fairy tales at this site, enjoy!! =)It shall be my company through this long long night.. burning mid-night oil for tomorrow's test.. bah!! Chaoz

Once upon a time

Once upon a time..

When i was back in year 2

Those good memories huh.. =)

Ps: I am in the video!! the shortest one :p

My worst nightmare ever

Sleep paralysis, i have been traumatized by this condition since i was 12 years old.ya, 12 years of time.. now i am 24 years old, the this condition is getting severe at frequency of once-twice a week.. the vivid and frightening dream.. the humming sound and sometimes the voice of people talking to me.. seeing people walking around my bed.. IT IS THAT SCARY.. i have not been sleeping well and i feel super duper lethargic and scared after the dream/reality

The feeling is just bad.. i just had another episode this evening when i was taking my nap.. mr.chang was doing this work in my room, and he happened to witness the whole process.. from what he described.. it was scary.. my whole body was totally paralyzed and stiff, head trying to shake around.. twitching eyelids.. i was struggling, trying to open my eyes, and the deep screaming sound from my throat.. i was totally alert during the whole process.. the feeling that something is pressing against your chest, someone is pulling you down to a deep dark hole.. i tried to run away from all these.. but i could not.. to the extent that mr. chang has to slap me (very light slap haha) on my cheek then only i managed to wake up from the paralysis.. it's 2am now.. i dare not to sleep.. been having this too frequent.. every night before goes to sleep, i wonder if i will get it again tonight..

i am scared.. i am horrified by all these and there were a few times where i could not breathe at all... trying very hard to grasp for breath and wake up from the paralysis condition.. i think i need to talk to someone... i don't want to hold it back anymore.. hence i am sitting here writing down my feeling and thoughts..

enough is enough, sleep paralysis, i am gonna KICK YOUR ASS!!!

Princess Meiyi and Prince Thomas's Wedding

The bride~Meiyi


Tekan session



In the buffet hall after church ceremony~ I almost cried when both the husband and wife exchanging vow @.@


En-wen, i am sooo envy of your eyes and lashes!! =)



Another Tekan and Trap session by the brothers



All the bridesmaids and brothers~ Half drunk :s


The bestman, Daniel who happily helped Thomas to "Dong" all the beers and wine LOL




Haha the funky bride!! :p



Us lazying and chit-chatting at the bridal suite after the dinner

Being involved in Meiyi's wedding was a great learning experience for me i guess.. The advices shared and given by the pastor were somewhat true.. kinda applicable in cuople too.. it has made me realize that, to step into marriage, it does not involve only You and Me, but the two families, the understanding, commitments, compromises, acceptance and eternal love for each other. haha, funny thing is i thought i would be obsessed/ can't wait for my own wedding after attending meiyi's wedding; apparently, the joys and happiness that we have shared during her wedding did not light up the flame of getting married at all. haha perhaps, i am still too young, and we are still learning before taking one step forward into our relationship. =)

*coz we are so young now, we are so young so young now (8), the exciting journey awaits, and when the day has finally arrived, we will know.. we will know =) *

To Meiyi and Thomas: " And the princess and prince live happily ever after <3"

New soul~ Yael Naim

Found this from Boon's site. A simple song which cheers me up at this raining night =)
Yael Naim - New Soul lyrics | LyricsMode.com

我真的受伤了

雨天

心情乱糟糟

我以为，我可以处理得很好

"Deal it like an adult" that's what i've been telling myself

天气很冷

心里更冷

我想，

我真的受伤了。。

The trust that has been misplaced..

The trust that has been misplaced.. or should i said that it has been abused or misused? haha.. laughing out "bitter-ly"

The common understanding that i thought it was achieved and agreed between you and i was just merely a misunderstanding..

I am tired and i do not wish to carry this burden along as we proceed.. hence i chose to accept it.. and gave you some extent of flexibility in dealing in it.. alright, i would not said that you have failed me totally.. it's just.. the trust that has been misplaced and taken for granted, needs some time-off.. in order to come back completely and without any reservations as i used to place in you and us..

Still.. i don't like your way in dealing with this matter.. but.. i still love you as always

我也要

我也要去毕业旅行

我也要去美国

我也要去韩国

我也要去台湾

我还回去普吉岛

还有邦咯岛

我要

我要

我要

我真的要！！！

*又是一篇装病呻吟，幼稚兼无聊的post， 人心。。 何时才会满足呢？* =（

超人快回来，皮蛋快从墙上掉下来了。。。

What do you want in your life?

What do you want in your life?

Earning hell lots of money so that you get to enjoy all the luxury, branded clothes and food?

Working in a place which is not able to give you a high pay (at this moment), yet you get to help a lot of patients?

This stinks.. it stinks absolutely.. haha

It has been my passion, to be able to help those in needs, indeed; however, my stupid and flaming desires of nice dresses, fine dining, staying in private property, own a car bla bla

It is a "Yes" or "No" situation i guess.. at least for the future 1-2 years, it is.

At this moment, i know and truly know that i would definitely chose the former one. Soar my dream pursue my passion, learn and at the same time help out those in needs. =) so i chose hospital posting at the first place.

So how about my dream of being a bimbotic and materialistic bitchy city lady? LOL, not at the moment!!

Wish me luck with my hospital posting.

Ho Ho Ho Holidays!!

Yay!! Mid semester break is here dengan skelip mata!

Things that i want to do during mid sem break:

1) Catch up with studies, been skipping lots of 8am classes :p

2) Customize my resume to the institutions that i am going to apply

3) Get all the cover letters done

4) Thorough research on the profile of institutions

5) Helping out in Mrs. Wong (mei yi darling)'s wedding, ps: i am the bridesmaid of honor!! hehe

6) Bake a cake/ cottage pie

7) Cook a proper meal for Mr. Chang

8) Dinner with my pharmy girls

9) Attending the interviews haha provided that they call me up

10) Planning for the REAL BIG thing (it shall remain as a secret at the moment)

11) Sleep as much as i want (yea.. how i wish)

12) Get my marketing, dosage form design and natural product projects done

13) Brush up my counseling and dispensing skills

14) Planning for US grad trip

and the list goes on

PS: i got to eat sambal fried rice for two consecutive nights!! *wink*

Guys and their fried rice Vs Girls and their fried rice

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
same analogy

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
for guy

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
there's no different between sambal and original fried rice

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
as long as they have food to eat

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
just the same as

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
they don't care if it's chinese or ang moh

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
as long as they can have sex with the girl

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
for girl
| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
it's totally different thing!!

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
just like when i want SAMBAL fried rice

| | Khimpy || ~ I am going to starve myself to death!! says:
the same as i will only want to have sex with the guy i love

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
to think that fried rice and sex are tied together as the same in your thoughts

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
it is rather...interesting!

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
we are talking about fried rice

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
why do you want to relate it to something else?

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
cant help laughing!!

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
lol

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
i want you, in 14 days

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
read back this conversation

| | Khimpy || ~ says:
when i almost wanted to eat the original fried rice

| | Khimpy || ~ says:
u threw it away sob

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
its always like that ma

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
when i put there you tak mau

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
when i threw already you mau

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
until 3am, if i threw away

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
you will still stay, "when i almost wanted to eat............."

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
you threw it away.............

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
WAHAHAHAHAHA


A conversation between Mr Chang and I, i am gonna record it down, and read it again after 14 days, see if my analogy is that hilarious according to Mr.Chang. hahahahaha

and Mr. Chang said

| | Khimpy || ~ says:
i want to sleep already

| | Khimpy || ~ says:
with empty stomach

| | Khimpy || ~ says:
and broken heart for my fried rice which has already dead

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
is fried rice alive in the first place?

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
i SWEAR if i'm selling fried rice next time

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
you will have to eat 1 sambal fried rice each day ;P

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
WAHAHAHA

Çëphê¡Ð || Jen Fi || says:
since your fried rice is alive and you must care for it

*SOBS* once a big bully, always a big bully!!

i am hungrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy

Disclaimer: This is a super childish and bitchy post

*A HUNGRY lady is an ANGRY lady* this phrase describes best about my situation now, PLUS a hungry me is also a bitchy me!! *slap myself*

GROAN ROAR RAWWWWRRRRRRR

I am hungry and i just want SAMBAL fried rice which has been my motivation for studying so hard tonight

I want sambal fried rice and I WANT IT!!

stupid high acidity content stomach and stupid tantrum!!
*pouts*

fine, no sambal fried rice, then i will just take the normal fried rice, but but but.. when i almost wanted to compromise on normal fried rice.. the fried rice just *now you see, now you don't!!* Blink!! and disappeared!!

Tan Lay Khim, stop being so picky and bitchy!!

No supper for me and i am gonna starve myself to death

*signing off, crawling to my bed* =(

PS I Love You

The scene that made me burst into tears





Apart from the nice Ireland scenery, dresses and shoes that girls would obsess, this movie makes me ponder.. the power of love and strength that it gives to someone to carry on his/her live after loosing the love ones.

The movie is a bit different from the novel though..nonetheless, i love it and Gerard Butler is simply LOVERLY!!

From Nellie McKay:
Dear, I thought I'd drop a line.
The weather's cool. The folks are fine.
I'm in bed each night at nine.
P.S. I love you.

Yesterday we had some rain,
but all in all I can't complain.
Was it dusty on the train?
P.S. I love you.

Write to the Browns just as soon as you're able.
They came around to call.
I burned a hole in the dining room table.
And let me see, I guess that's all.

Nothin' else for me to say,
and so I'll close. Oh, by the way,
everybody's thinkin' of you.
P.S. I love you.

I do my best to obey all your wishes.
I put a sign up. Think
now I got to buy us a new set of dishes,
or wash the ones that have piled in the sink.

Nothing else to tell you, dear.
Except, each day feels like a year.
Every night I'm dreamin' of you.
P.S. I love you.
P.S. I love you.

一首歌

一首

随时随地

任何时候

任何天气

都能让我感动，流泪的歌 =）

爱死了她甜而不腻的歌声

sick of...

sick of being sick..

sick of being treated like that

sick of facing the disappointment again and again

My resolution of the week

Being a bimbotic pharmacy student, my resolution of the week is : To sneak out of NUS so that i can do CNY shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so darn need to shop for CNY clothes. bah!!!

Why i call myself a bimbo? all right.. here goes the story: Monday was my 1st lab session of the semester, we were doing some extraction exp which we need to separate eugenol and acetyleugenol compound from clove oil.A separating funnel was used for the extraction process, so i put in all my tested compound, agents bla bla and started to do extraction.. the flow of liquid compound that i was trying to extract was very smooth at first.. but but but...during the half-way, the flow was like completely.. stopped already!! i checked the separating funnel, everything seemed fine.. and my compound had yet to be separated out from the funnel yet.. all right, so my super handsome and charming lecturer was at the side of my bench, and i "soon bian" asked him why is the funnel not working properly? trying to act like i am a super intelligentand hardworking student while asking him the question. He looked at my separating funnel for less than 3 seconds, and said " because you never take out the stopper.. if there's no pressure, how is the liquid doing to flow?" while giving me the unbelievable and " Ohh no!! Bimbo!!" look.. *blushed* i seriously felt like digging a hole and just hide inside!!!!

bah!! i don't care i don't care!!! i need CNY shopping trip!!!!!!!!!!!

It is the time like this..

It is the time like this..

where people around you are downhearted

where things aren't going as we have planned out

where i myself are tied with so many responsibilities that i have to fulfill

that i know... that i gotta stay strong

for people around me to lean over

and for my love one to stay positive as well

Things are gonna be all right, things are gonna be fine

I promise =)

感触。感想

踏入二十四大关的这个年头，感触和感想是蛮多的。

自十八岁离乡背井到城市念书，也有六年了。

六年的光阴，我失去了什么？得到了什么？又保留了什么？

失去的是当初腼腆，单纯，爱幻想的自己

失去的是与家人朝夕相对的时间

失去的是中学时的好友

失去的是十八岁时那段懵懵懂懂得初恋及当时的自信

得到的是更有自信，勇于追求理想，成熟及认真的自己

得到的是更懂得珍惜与家人相处的时间

得到的是我的金花姐妹们

得到的是振辉的疼惜及宠爱

得到的是小事业上的大成就

得到的是与更多世界各地朋友相处交流的机会

得到的是上司及同事们的认可

得到的是许多许多good exposure的机会

保留的是容易对简单小事物而开心感动的自己

那个当初只要有肯德基家乡鸡作为犒赏及生日餐就高兴不已的自己还保留着

那个永远不做违背良心的事的自己还保留着

那个永不放弃理想的自己还保留着

写一写，觉得得到的保留的，比失去的还蛮多的

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我不是学业顶呱呱的学生

或许也不是教授们眼中的好学生

但，我是一个好人 哈哈哈 =）

这是一篇有点自我吹擂的entry 呵呵

总觉得，每个人都需要为自己的心灵加油及打打气嘛

只要用心的活着，快乐的呼吸着，珍惜所有好的坏的， 你我都是最棒的！！

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我亲爱的你们失去了什么又得到了什么呢？

但愿，你们得到的比失去的多很多

但愿，你我他幸福。平安。快乐。

Lost of Momentum

This is only the 1st day of school, yet i have lost of momentum in doing everything... To be exact, i am lost.. are things as nice as it seem? is that really what i want? i stumble upon this question in this raining day.. Rain rain go away.. come back another day

只要

只要每天能够这样看着你，赖着你，也就够了

Everyday, I wonder why he saw me while a thousand women saw him

Thank You <3

I did not get any X'mas present from Mr. Chang, because the pastor said X'mas isn't about giving pressies to our loves one but Jesus who loves and sacrificed for us. (all right, which is true) Dang!! So i did not get any x'mas present hehez

But.. but but.. i got a new year present from him!! Daisy Marc Jacobs!!! which i have always wanted!!


Thank you, Mr. Chang!! *heart*

So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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I see stars

I see sun

I see flowers

Why do i feel sad?

Because i do not see hope in you


I see myself

I see you

and i choose the former one


I see tears

I see shattered pieces

I see the disappointed me

and I hope

I see myself once again


It has been an overwhelming week, i see both lovely and ugly side of human beings; and i see both the appreciated and depreciated-self. Life still goes on and i am gonna pick up on myself again~ staying calm, strong and happy~