when was the last time?

when was the last time that i smiled happily at you?

when was the last time that you hug me into your arms and telling me how much you love me?

when was the last time where we both have a proper chat other than your cafe and business?

when was the last time you call me and ask if i have taken my lunch or dinner?

when was the last time i woke up from nap, seeing you sitting at the bed side smiling at me instead of searching for info for your cafe?

when was the last time.. that you remember.. the promise that you have given me?

when was the last time, that you actually stop your work.. and think of me and my feeling?

when was the last time that you will talk nicely and still smiling at me when you are frustated?

when was the last time that you look into my eyes and say i love you?

i have been trying very hard to be understanding.. in helping you to achieve your dream.. i have no one to talk to.... i have no friends.. or my friends are all busy.. i failed totally.. that i cannot hold back my depression and disappointment anymore..

i just want to hide in my room... and i wish.. i could sleep for forever....