Plastic Containers

Went grocery shopping with Mr.Chang, and threw a pack of his favourite mango pudding powder into the shopping basket... and then...i saw another pack of pre-made mango pudding.. (as in those that u can eat it directly) packed in a super nice container..

Me: Hey, let's buy this instead!! (super excited tone)

Mr. Chang: uh..huh... it's ready to eat one..

Me: yaya!! soooo convenient!!

Mr.Chang: i know your trick la!! you want the container .. aren't you?

Me: *speechless* *pouts*... He he .. no la... (saying this while putting the super nicely packed pudding onto the shelf reluctantly)

Mr.Chang: (Pretended that he did not see my reluctance) Come on, let's go to other side

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Yes.. i know it's random.. as the tittle says.. haha but but.. i have this habit of collecting container from different food packaging.. from those plastic container that we will get when packing our rice from mixed rice uncle..container of herbal jelly （龟苓膏）... container of mascorpone cheese and container of julie biscuits that looks like a mini picnic box... hahaha ya..i'm acting like a housewife (hey, be proud of being a housewife okay? this is the most holistic occupation!!!)

it's just my habit.. you will ask what is the purpose of collecting so many containers? *scratch head* eerm.. recycle them? ya.. i will.. but not very often.. and Mr. Chang will "order" me to throw away all the containers whenever i have collected a certain amount of containers.. and you will ask so what;s the purpose of collecting it? eerm.. i don't know.. probably it is a habit that i inherited from mummy? mummy likes to collect those containers.. and the cabinet in our kitchen has one big stack of containers!! and everytime i go back home.. i will go t the cabinet to explore.. what type of new containers that she has collected.. and we will discuss about the shape and design of containers during our evening nescafe session!!

owh.. so now.. you know that it's not only a habit.. but a memory.. between mummy and i.. so, don;t force me to throw away the containers anymore.. and and and.. the mango pudding container is really really very very nice!!!! *hint hint and wink*

懒

Diamond Stone

很懒 恨懒 还是很懒

什么都不想干

望着讲义。。。脑袋空空。。 两眼空洞。。。

最近的我爱沉思。。 说穿了就是stone...

懒懒 懒懒 慢慢的滚回一大堆的讲义。。

*我想吃皮蛋粥* >.<

A Drop of Rain ~ Poem from Mr. Chang

Sweet sunny day out in the open sky
Lives a little girl down in a cottage
Out she hope to see the fields
Pack with a bag of hopes
and a bottles of dreams
she step out on that bright sunny day

Further she goes, the more beauty she sees
New hills and valleys, streams of crystal rivers
The sun walked beside, never leaving her out of sight
But on mid day, came a small cloud that shed some light away
It became darker but the light is still strong

So now the cloud and the sun became her friends
But they both fought to be next to her
Time went on and the cloud grew darker
It block her sight and darkens the trees

Then as the highest hill was climb
Stood at the top of the world
But she felt something different
A drop of rain,
Has fallen on her hand
Looking beside the bright light of sun was gone
But bright lightning lit up the sky

A drop of rain, became many drops
It grew bigger, and it drop faster
But the little good stood at the hill and waited
For she saw at her cottage window
And she knew what will be coming next
So the rain finally threw all it had
And it began to soften and moved away
Out came what she was waiting for
The sweet sunny day is here again
They both moved back further to the fields
But now the sun is here to stay
And they ran together
Towards the rainbow ahead

*My Heart Melts* Happy 35 month's and still counting.. counting the days.. cherishing our sweet moments and of course.. counting our blessings =) I LOVE YOU

The era that i am supposed to belong to

I think i belong to 1960's.. where...

I live in a little cottage.. the car parked in front of the cottage is my Mr.Chang’s car

With lots of flowers at the garden
I am a nurse working at the hospital in uptown

I knew Mr.Chang when I was eating ice cream at the famous creamery shop

It was love at the first sight.. *blush*

Ever since that.. I have become a housewife.. where everyday I go to market.. buying fresh fruits and food.. and a bouquet of fresh flowers

I will be having high tea with my friends and neighbors.. Sipping tea and enjoying the cake that i baked

Sometimes.. it will be fruits tarts!!

Then... I will prepare dinner while waiting for Mr. Chang to come back from work.. his favorite ribs.. =)

Sometimes.. during the afternoon.. I will have my own quality time.. with a cup of iced mocha and an inspiring book.. or it could be some funny news happen in our town..

I will do some candle arts for charity sales in the primary school..

And during the weekend.. we will be lazying around in the park.. lying on the grass.. with light music.. sandwiches.. and a pair of big shades…

GROAN!!! i shall stop dreaming and back to my boring lecture notes!! *POUTS*

Gracias Gallo

I have been feeling lonely.. ever since my friends shifted out..ever since semester started.. and ever since Mr.Chang has decided to implement one of his dream... It was terrible.. things were in a big mess.. i could not find a common topics when talking to my friends and group mates.. most of the time they will be talking on their final year projects.. meeting their professors.. readings bla bla.. which i could not understand at all =( yea.. because i am not doing any FYP.. to be exact.. i'm not qualified in doing final year project.. was it me being too sensitive or what.. i can sense a lot of discriminations towards 4th year students who are not doing FYP in my pharmacy department.. a lot of attentions were pain and focused on those doing fyp.. a lot of things are meant for them.. and worst is.. they are automically a member of some america association of pharmacy scientist.. while us.. those not doing fyp.. we are not a member.. but can apply if you want to.. haha how scarstic and realistic.. and if you are not doing fyp, u can never get to achieve second upper class anymore... adding up all these.. it's tough to convince myself.. that these are not discriminations .. owh well.. it is just a freaking 0.03... yes.. you can say that i am bitter.. I AM.. it's just freaking 0.03.... what a big or small difference can it make? i am being discriminated because of the freaking 0.03.. okies.. enough of ranting and bitching

Mr.Chang has been extremely busy recently.. his attention isn't on me even though when we are together.. he was not paying attention to what i have said.. he was not paying attention to my feeling.. and to the loneliness that i felt. This is sooo different... i used to have his 100% attention.. =( things changed ever since he decided to go on with the business.. thanks to the long dinner session that we had just now.. he finally understands my feeling.. and i finally accepted thet fact that he might not be able to pay 100% attention on me.. and we have come to certain level of consensus and commitment.. =) Let's work towards our dream.. and i can't wait the day your dream come true.. the grand opening.. and followed by our dream.. *keep fingers crossed*

and ya... back to my friends part.. thank you to golden flower gang... for trying hard to keep in touch with me and chatting with me over msn.. haha though it is kinda funny that you girls have to talk to each other through msn though you are staying together lolz

and my parents.. for constantly trusting me and encouraging me =) Gracias to all of them.. they are my sunshine who keeps me moving on

ya.. accepted the fact that i am not qualified for fyp.. accepted the fact that mr.chang will be extrmely busy.. accpeted the fact that things are gonna be tough.. i know i will and i can outbeat all these =)

You're a song

Written by the hands of god

Don't get me wrong cause

This might sound to you a bit odd

But you own the place

Where all my thoughts go hiding

And right under your clothes

Is where I find them

Underneath Your Clothes

There's an endless story

There's the man I chose

There's my territory

And all the things I deserve

For being such a good girl honey

Because of youI forgot the smart ways to lie

Because of youI'm running out of reasons to cry

When the friends are gone

When the party's over

We will still belong to each other

I love you more than all that's on the planet

Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing

You know it's true

Oh baby it's so funny

You almost don't believe it

As every voice is hanging from the silence

Lamps are hanging from the celing

Like a lady to her good manners

I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath your clothes

there's an endless story

that's the man i chose

that's my territory

and all the things i deserve

for being such a good girl honey

*Happily swing away.. and back to study*

没什么

My Day

It's My HAPPY DAY!! as usual haha the lunch session with my girls made my day!! We managed to have lunch together despite our busy schedule =) Back to those old days... hogging for seats at canteen, eating our lunch together while having conversation on any topics under the sun.. and taking shuttle bus to school hehe

School life is getting busy with all the assignments and CAs kicking in plus my commitments in my hostel ah ha still trying to adapt into all these busy yet full filling days. Finished my class at 4pm; it was a super motivating lecture indeed *wink*, reached hostel, cleaned my room, designed my cluster leader certificates, did some data entry, and cooked dinner while waiting for Mr.Chang to come back from his lecture. I cooked sesame chicken for dinner.. it was really good though it was the first time that i tried it out *Bangga again* and we had Cempedak after dinner!! Went to crash other residence's welcome session.. back to my room and started to do my assignment: A genital herpes simplex + Hepatitis C + Intravenous Drug User case =( it was super tough.. anyways it's god to learn new things as i need to do some self study in order to answer the quesiton. Printed my notes.. taken a nice warm bath and here am i blogging.. haha ya, that's my daily life that is going to happen during my term time.. simple.. monotanous? Boring? Not at all.. a simple and happy life is what Mr.Chang and I looking for =)

Mr.Chang is working hard on one of his dream. He told me that he has 3 dreams when he first entered university, now that he has fullfilled one (To get a caring and pretty gf *Blush*), and he's working on the other dream now =) A message to Mr.Chang (ya, i know you will read this because it's typed in english LOLZ): Work hard on your dream and i'll always back you up!!

*平凡是福*

My Golden Flowers

So.. how's life? school has started on Monday, attended few lectures and had my first test of the 4th year.. conducted my cluster meeting for 2 consecutive night, enjoying my sweet moments with Mr.Chang.. life seems perfect huh..

Somehow..deep inside my heart.. there's this missing patch.. i miss my friends a lot.. my girls.. whom we used to stay together, going to school together, lunch dinner, drinking our homemade cocktail and bridge sessions after exam.. our ranting session.. our msn conversation.. ya.. those moments that we shared together.. walked back to the hostel after the lecture this evening.. the journey is much quiet without the girls.. no more gossiping session or bullying wan xia session.... =( GROAN!!! 走在那条小路上。。陌生的寂静。。 熟悉的打打闹闹已不在。。 i though i would be able to cope it.. it seems like.. i can't..perhaps i would need some more time to get used to all these..

To my golden flowers.. i miss you all *hugz* and *sobs*