Thumbelina~

Series of Thumbelina!! Can't believe that i found this!! http://hca.heindorffhus.dk/frame-Andersen02-Thumbelina.htm


Have always been a big fan of Andersen since i was young!!! There are a lot of other fairy tales at this site, enjoy!! =)It shall be my company through this long long night.. burning mid-night oil for tomorrow's test.. bah!! Chaoz

Once upon a time

Once upon a time..

When i was back in year 2

Those good memories huh.. =)

Ps: I am in the video!! the shortest one :p

My worst nightmare ever

Sleep paralysis, i have been traumatized by this condition since i was 12 years old.ya, 12 years of time.. now i am 24 years old, the this condition is getting severe at frequency of once-twice a week.. the vivid and frightening dream.. the humming sound and sometimes the voice of people talking to me.. seeing people walking around my bed.. IT IS THAT SCARY.. i have not been sleeping well and i feel super duper lethargic and scared after the dream/reality

The feeling is just bad.. i just had another episode this evening when i was taking my nap.. mr.chang was doing this work in my room, and he happened to witness the whole process.. from what he described.. it was scary.. my whole body was totally paralyzed and stiff, head trying to shake around.. twitching eyelids.. i was struggling, trying to open my eyes, and the deep screaming sound from my throat.. i was totally alert during the whole process.. the feeling that something is pressing against your chest, someone is pulling you down to a deep dark hole.. i tried to run away from all these.. but i could not.. to the extent that mr. chang has to slap me (very light slap haha) on my cheek then only i managed to wake up from the paralysis.. it's 2am now.. i dare not to sleep.. been having this too frequent.. every night before goes to sleep, i wonder if i will get it again tonight..

i am scared.. i am horrified by all these and there were a few times where i could not breathe at all... trying very hard to grasp for breath and wake up from the paralysis condition.. i think i need to talk to someone... i don't want to hold it back anymore.. hence i am sitting here writing down my feeling and thoughts..

enough is enough, sleep paralysis, i am gonna KICK YOUR ASS!!!

Princess Meiyi and Prince Thomas's Wedding

The bride~Meiyi


Tekan session



In the buffet hall after church ceremony~ I almost cried when both the husband and wife exchanging vow @.@


En-wen, i am sooo envy of your eyes and lashes!! =)



Another Tekan and Trap session by the brothers



All the bridesmaids and brothers~ Half drunk :s


The bestman, Daniel who happily helped Thomas to "Dong" all the beers and wine LOL




Haha the funky bride!! :p



Us lazying and chit-chatting at the bridal suite after the dinner

Being involved in Meiyi's wedding was a great learning experience for me i guess.. The advices shared and given by the pastor were somewhat true.. kinda applicable in cuople too.. it has made me realize that, to step into marriage, it does not involve only You and Me, but the two families, the understanding, commitments, compromises, acceptance and eternal love for each other. haha, funny thing is i thought i would be obsessed/ can't wait for my own wedding after attending meiyi's wedding; apparently, the joys and happiness that we have shared during her wedding did not light up the flame of getting married at all. haha perhaps, i am still too young, and we are still learning before taking one step forward into our relationship. =)

*coz we are so young now, we are so young so young now (8), the exciting journey awaits, and when the day has finally arrived, we will know.. we will know =) *

To Meiyi and Thomas: " And the princess and prince live happily ever after <3"

New soul~ Yael Naim

Found this from Boon's site. A simple song which cheers me up at this raining night =)
Yael Naim - New Soul lyrics | LyricsMode.com

我真的受伤了

雨天

心情乱糟糟

我以为，我可以处理得很好

"Deal it like an adult" that's what i've been telling myself

天气很冷

心里更冷

我想，

我真的受伤了。。

The trust that has been misplaced..

The trust that has been misplaced.. or should i said that it has been abused or misused? haha.. laughing out "bitter-ly"

The common understanding that i thought it was achieved and agreed between you and i was just merely a misunderstanding..

I am tired and i do not wish to carry this burden along as we proceed.. hence i chose to accept it.. and gave you some extent of flexibility in dealing in it.. alright, i would not said that you have failed me totally.. it's just.. the trust that has been misplaced and taken for granted, needs some time-off.. in order to come back completely and without any reservations as i used to place in you and us..

Still.. i don't like your way in dealing with this matter.. but.. i still love you as always

我也要

我也要去毕业旅行

我也要去美国

我也要去韩国

我也要去台湾

我还回去普吉岛

还有邦咯岛

我要

我要

我要

我真的要！！！

*又是一篇装病呻吟，幼稚兼无聊的post， 人心。。 何时才会满足呢？* =（

超人快回来，皮蛋快从墙上掉下来了。。。

What do you want in your life?

What do you want in your life?

Earning hell lots of money so that you get to enjoy all the luxury, branded clothes and food?

Working in a place which is not able to give you a high pay (at this moment), yet you get to help a lot of patients?

This stinks.. it stinks absolutely.. haha

It has been my passion, to be able to help those in needs, indeed; however, my stupid and flaming desires of nice dresses, fine dining, staying in private property, own a car bla bla

It is a "Yes" or "No" situation i guess.. at least for the future 1-2 years, it is.

At this moment, i know and truly know that i would definitely chose the former one. Soar my dream pursue my passion, learn and at the same time help out those in needs. =) so i chose hospital posting at the first place.

So how about my dream of being a bimbotic and materialistic bitchy city lady? LOL, not at the moment!!

Wish me luck with my hospital posting.