sick of...

sick of being sick..

sick of being treated like that

sick of facing the disappointment again and again

My resolution of the week

Being a bimbotic pharmacy student, my resolution of the week is : To sneak out of NUS so that i can do CNY shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so darn need to shop for CNY clothes. bah!!!

Why i call myself a bimbo? all right.. here goes the story: Monday was my 1st lab session of the semester, we were doing some extraction exp which we need to separate eugenol and acetyleugenol compound from clove oil.A separating funnel was used for the extraction process, so i put in all my tested compound, agents bla bla and started to do extraction.. the flow of liquid compound that i was trying to extract was very smooth at first.. but but but...during the half-way, the flow was like completely.. stopped already!! i checked the separating funnel, everything seemed fine.. and my compound had yet to be separated out from the funnel yet.. all right, so my super handsome and charming lecturer was at the side of my bench, and i "soon bian" asked him why is the funnel not working properly? trying to act like i am a super intelligentand hardworking student while asking him the question. He looked at my separating funnel for less than 3 seconds, and said " because you never take out the stopper.. if there's no pressure, how is the liquid doing to flow?" while giving me the unbelievable and " Ohh no!! Bimbo!!" look.. *blushed* i seriously felt like digging a hole and just hide inside!!!!

bah!! i don't care i don't care!!! i need CNY shopping trip!!!!!!!!!!!

It is the time like this..

It is the time like this..

where people around you are downhearted

where things aren't going as we have planned out

where i myself are tied with so many responsibilities that i have to fulfill

that i know... that i gotta stay strong

for people around me to lean over

and for my love one to stay positive as well

Things are gonna be all right, things are gonna be fine

I promise =)

感触。感想

踏入二十四大关的这个年头，感触和感想是蛮多的。

自十八岁离乡背井到城市念书，也有六年了。

六年的光阴，我失去了什么？得到了什么？又保留了什么？

失去的是当初腼腆，单纯，爱幻想的自己

失去的是与家人朝夕相对的时间

失去的是中学时的好友

失去的是十八岁时那段懵懵懂懂得初恋及当时的自信

得到的是更有自信，勇于追求理想，成熟及认真的自己

得到的是更懂得珍惜与家人相处的时间

得到的是我的金花姐妹们

得到的是振辉的疼惜及宠爱

得到的是小事业上的大成就

得到的是与更多世界各地朋友相处交流的机会

得到的是上司及同事们的认可

得到的是许多许多good exposure的机会

保留的是容易对简单小事物而开心感动的自己

那个当初只要有肯德基家乡鸡作为犒赏及生日餐就高兴不已的自己还保留着

那个永远不做违背良心的事的自己还保留着

那个永不放弃理想的自己还保留着

写一写，觉得得到的保留的，比失去的还蛮多的

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我不是学业顶呱呱的学生

或许也不是教授们眼中的好学生

但，我是一个好人 哈哈哈 =）

这是一篇有点自我吹擂的entry 呵呵

总觉得，每个人都需要为自己的心灵加油及打打气嘛

只要用心的活着，快乐的呼吸着，珍惜所有好的坏的， 你我都是最棒的！！

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我亲爱的你们失去了什么又得到了什么呢？

但愿，你们得到的比失去的多很多

但愿，你我他幸福。平安。快乐。

Lost of Momentum

This is only the 1st day of school, yet i have lost of momentum in doing everything... To be exact, i am lost.. are things as nice as it seem? is that really what i want? i stumble upon this question in this raining day.. Rain rain go away.. come back another day

只要

只要每天能够这样看着你，赖着你，也就够了

Everyday, I wonder why he saw me while a thousand women saw him

Thank You <3

I did not get any X'mas present from Mr. Chang, because the pastor said X'mas isn't about giving pressies to our loves one but Jesus who loves and sacrificed for us. (all right, which is true) Dang!! So i did not get any x'mas present hehez

But.. but but.. i got a new year present from him!! Daisy Marc Jacobs!!! which i have always wanted!!


Thank you, Mr. Chang!! *heart*

So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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I see stars

I see sun

I see flowers

Why do i feel sad?

Because i do not see hope in you


I see myself

I see you

and i choose the former one


I see tears

I see shattered pieces

I see the disappointed me

and I hope

I see myself once again


It has been an overwhelming week, i see both lovely and ugly side of human beings; and i see both the appreciated and depreciated-self. Life still goes on and i am gonna pick up on myself again~ staying calm, strong and happy~